tkworld 270: Diary of a Believer.\\r
270: Diary of a Believer.\\r
"No. 1-1: I didn't make any money today, and my mother was still lying in bed waiting for treatment. The doctor said that if there is no money for treatment, my mother can only last for a week at most. I can only continue to work hard tomorrow. I hope those nobles Gentlemen, give me a chance to work, even if I become a slave for it.
"Number 1-2: Damn it, Damn it! Damn all those nobles!
"Why? Why are they born with golden mountains and silver mountains, enjoying all the good things, and don't have to worry about the pain caused by illness? Why do we have to run around for life when we are born? I am not reconciled, not reconciled!! 35
"No. 1-3, Zuo Lun, the lucky guy, was chosen by a nobleman with just one face. Why didn't I? My mother doesn't have much time, what should I do?"
"No. 1-4, I still haven't found a job for "Nineteen Zero" today, I plan to go hunting in the mountains tomorrow, maybe I am lucky to hunt some wild animals, and I can sell some medicinal materials for a lot of money.
"No. 1-5, I came back from the mountain, but my luck was not very good. Although I found a cave, I thought there were good things in it, but there was only a white bone and a book, but the book seemed to There is some kind of sacrificial method recorded, is that supernatural power? Maybe, but in this world, only nobles and gentlemen can master supernormal power. I am just an ordinary poor man, even if there is, I cannot master it. My bloodline is destined for me I can only be an ordinary person in this life.""
'But having said that, I might consider selling this book. After all, the nobles seem to be very interested in this, and they should be able to sell a lot of money, and then they will have the money to treat my mother's illness.
"But before that, I have to transcribe a copy. Maybe I can leave it as a family heirloom for future generations? Although I don't have a wife yet."
"Number 1-7, God, what have I found? The sacrificial method in this book is actually used to communicate with the gods, and it is even possible to communicate with the gods in this way. I can't believe it, gods? This world Is there really a god? 35
"Although everyone in the Church of Light says there is a God, I have never seen one.
"The people in the Church of Light are just a bunch of hypocrites who say that God loves the world, but why doesn't he love my mother? Just because we don't have the money to go to church to pray? Damn it!
"I want to give it a try. Although I don't believe in gods in the world, I don't want to go on like this anymore. My mother's illness is getting worse and worse. Even if I sell the book, the money will never heal my mother. , I need more money, maybe the gods can..."
"No. 1-9: Hahahaha, no one would believe that I actually communicated with the gods and communicated with that great being. Oh my god, I'm afraid no one will think of the appearance of gods, what is that? How vast, how great."
"I can't remember, but I confirm that I have seen the face of the god. He is like my long-dead father. The first time I saw it, I wanted to fall into his arms."
"Compared to the hypocritical guys in the Church of Light, the gods are indeed kind. He treats me very kindly, and is even willing to give me great power."
"I used this power to temporarily curb my mother's illness.
"Numbers 1-12, powerful, too powerful, today I saw the gods again, He is so awe-inspiring, yet so adored.
"Mother's illness is getting worse and worse, and she keeps saying vague things. Obviously, she is terminally ill. Although I got the power from the gods, this power is very weak and I can no longer help my mother. I can only beg. gods.
"The gods love me, or maybe it's because I'm pious enough, the great gods are willing to let my mother enter his kingdom of God and live forever in his kingdom of gods."
"God, I'm starting to envy my mother. 35
"But God told me that if I would do one thing for Him, I could also enter the kingdom of God, which made me ecstatic.35
"On the 1st to the 15th, I helped my mother enter the kingdom of God. She showed me a happy smile in the fire. Maybe she already felt the warmth of the kingdom of God, but I always felt that the expression on my mother's face was a little distorted. Maybe it was me. The illusion, mother, wish you happiness.99
"Next, I have to dedicate myself to the gods, and when I complete the tasks of the gods, I can also go to the kingdom of God and meet my mother. 35
"From the 2nd to the 21st, my strength has become stronger and stronger, because I have received an oracle from the gods, he loves the world, so I want more people who believe in him to go to his kingdom of God, and I am His only spokesperson in the world..."
"I sent those who believed in gods to the kingdom of God, and those who did not believe in gods, also sent to the kingdom of gods.
"My God, you are so kind. Those people are obviously cursing you, and you are also willing to treat them equally."
"On the 2nd to the 23rd, I sent countless people into the kingdom of God in the fire. The expressions on their faces were so happy and longing, which reminded me of my mother. Shouldn't my mother be very happy now? I don't know when I can go. .35
"On the 2-27th, today, my god sent an oracle, asking me to go to a place called the Fissure Battlefield and find an entrance to the unknown world. The god said that there is a prison there, and there will be someone there to meet me.
"On the 3rd-26th, I saw those people, who are believers of my god like me, and they created an organization here called the ancient dark lamp, I was curious about the meaning of this name, the high priest told me, we are The spokesperson of the gods is also the will of the gods."5
"We, who have inherited the will of the gods, will turn into a lantern of the present era, guiding countless people to join us, and bring this world back to that ancient era.
"What era? I'm curious, but the priest didn't tell me, just said one sentence, with my wisdom, I can't understand that much, which is really confusing 2.7.
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Chen Ang kept flipping through the pages, and his expression changed from serious to solemn.
After reading the last page, Chen Ang was silent for a long time.
"sad.""
The owner of the diary, in Chen Ang's opinion, is a sad guy.
Bewitched by the evil god, he sacrificed his own mother as a sacrifice.
Although it was not written in the diary, it can already be seen from some details.
But these are not important.
Chen Ang touched his chin, a dignified expression appeared on his face, and he thought to himself. "Prison..."
"A prison that even the Heretic God needs to find, but I didn't expect it to be found by this guy, and even the map was recorded on the last page of the diary.
"And this ancient lantern..."