On the rebirth of the scumbags

Chapter 81

Yu Qiusheng has seen it too...

In Yu Qiusheng's last life, he didn't want to live. Nothing earth-shattering happened, nothing happened. On a sunny day, he finally paid off the last debt.

I called my mother at noon, and I could hear the man's laughter from the background. It seemed that my mother and stepfather got along very well.

"Your Uncle Cheng is right next to you, do you need to talk to him?"

"It's okay, I won't talk to him. My classmate will wait for me to go to the library with me later."

Yu Qiusheng didn't know what to call his stepfather. He used to be called Uncle, but since he had obtained a certificate with his mother, he should have been called Dad, but he couldn't quite come out.

The stepfather is a very mild-tempered man who runs a small tea house in their hometown. Although he can't make a lot of money, it is enough for the two of them to live comfortably.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Qiusheng ate a bowl of the cheapest plain noodles at a noodle shop near the school. After the boss brought the plain noodles, he added a chicken leg.

"Isn't it five dollars?"

"It's six yuan, you don't know it yet, the price has increased a few days ago."

Oh, Yu Qiusheng paid the money slowly. After leaving the store, the sun outside was very bright, but the scorching sun of midsummer shone on him, but it was cold. He felt foggy in his head, and he couldn't hear anything well. real.

Yuqiu's account on the phone has not been logged out, and vibrations can be felt from time to time.

There seems to be another appointment to meet tomorrow.

Gee.

Just thinking about Yu Qiusheng felt powerless, as if there was an invisible abyss pulling him down... He was exhausted and didn't want to struggle anymore.

Passing the viaduct at three o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Qiusheng stopped in place for a while, and looked up at the white cloud that looked a bit like cotton candy in the sky.

I really want to eat cotton candy.

Then without any hesitation, he climbed over the fence and jumped down.

There is really no connection between before and after, the weather was fine that day, everything was fine.He paid off the debt, and the big rock that had been hanging in his heart for many years was finally let go.

All the roommates said he should celebrate, so he wanted to die.

Born in late autumn, died in a midsummer.

At 11:30 in the middle of the night, the two walked side by side on an empty street.

"When... did you know?"

Yu Qiusheng said this sentence in his native voice, which was different from the high-pitched girlish voice he usually deliberately concocted. His original male voice was a little lower, and now it was a little hoarse.

"When did you know it, and how did you know it?"

This kind of question is almost meaningless in the current scene, but sometimes people are keen to do meaningless things and ask some meaningless words.

"...when you added me."

Di Ze's hand hangs on Qiu Sheng's shoulder and freezes for a while, but he still doesn't let it go. In his eyes, Qiu now looks like a fine porcelain that looks intact on the outside, but actually has been torn apart inside.

With a light touch, Yu Qiusheng would instantly shatter in front of him.

The scene just now really didn't allow him to think about it. In fact, Yu Qiusheng might not be able to avoid that slap, and there were other people beside him at that time, so even if he didn't go out, nothing would happen.

But he still went out, and the scene did not become a beautiful picture of a hero saving the beauty, but instead became only embarrassing due to various factors.

After Yu Qiusheng saw Di Ze, the invisible string in his brain, which had been tense all the time, was almost to the limit, snapped.

The whole world was extremely quiet for an instant, leaving only ear-piercing tinnitus.

Yu Qiusheng's appearance at that time was really not that beautiful. Maybe it happened too suddenly. Before he could react, he was splashed with wine, his hair was wet, and his face was also wet...

But in Di Ze's view, there is an unspeakable distress.

Di Ze didn't know what he would do if he saw other people in such a mess, but when he saw Yu Qiusheng's pale lips trembling slightly, he just wanted to hug him tightly.

I feel so pitiful for him, how could it make him feel so distressed.

"Are you cold, Qiu?" Di Ze tried to change the subject, "I have an air conditioner in my car, it's not far, just a little ahead."

"...You, the clothes you are wearing today look pretty."

Yu Qiusheng didn't want to let Di Ze change the subject, he continued to ask stubbornly, "Then you knew that I was a man, and you still bothered to act with me like this."

"..."

"How long have you been watching?"

Yu Qiusheng's voice did not fluctuate,

"Do you think I'm ridiculous?"

Obviously the sentence pattern of the interrogative sentence is the tone of the affirmative sentence.

This topic is becoming more and more dangerous.

"No, I never felt that way."

Di Ze repeated, "Really not."

Yu Qiusheng thought he was watching him making fun of him, but in fact, when Dize first saw it, he was only jealous.He was so jealous, his chest was so sour that he couldn't help but burn his internal organs.

I was so jealous that I wanted to rush in and take people away.

And when did he know it?

Di Ze really knew that Yu Qiusheng was a liar, and he was not a fool. Besides, when Yu Qiusheng first joined him, it was probably just the beginning, and he was not particularly proficient in business.

So there are still a lot of flaws.

Di Ze really wanted to block him at first, but later when he announced his name, it was because it was the same as the first two characters of the name of someone he knew before.

With an unspeakable feeling, he agreed with his friend.

At that time, Yu Qiusheng took the initiative to chat with him every day, and Di Ze also had an affair with him. Although he called her Qiuqiu, he still felt in his heart that he was calling another Qiu through this name.

I don't know how he is now...

Considering his age, he is also in college now, right?She was so pretty when she was young, with red lips and white teeth, what will she be like when she grows up, what kind of girlfriend will she have?

Di Ze changed his name, and his appearance changed so much, he must not recognize him anymore.No, maybe he didn't remember himself at all. Although they lived in the same building, to put it bluntly, he was the only one who watched him unilaterally.

He is obviously a brat who is younger than Dize.

Di Ze used to be in poor health and often needed to take a kind of medicine, and the hormones in the medicine made him much fatter than his peers, even if he stopped taking the medicine, the fat on his body would not disappear out of thin air.

I didn't have any friends of the same age since I was a child, and I felt inferior to the dust.

He doesn't know what the 17-year-old peers are doing, anyway, he feels that this is what he has done in his life.He has a weird temper and a weird personality. His parents wanted to take Di Ze to live abroad, but he insisted on living alone.

I almost never go out, and I only go out to throw out the garbage once when there is no more garbage at home.

That day seems to be Friday, and it should be the elementary school students have a holiday. Di Ze heard the discussions behind him:

Ah, I have never seen such a fat one, tsk like a fat pig...

Di Ze couldn't refute. He had heard such words for countless times, and he had long since become numb. He just wanted to throw away the trash quickly and return to his little den to sleep in the dark.

But before he refuted that time, someone already refuted it for him.

"How can you talk about people like that behind their backs!"

Di Ze came back and took a look at the person who spoke, a boy in clean and tidy bibs with a bit of baby fat cheeks.

Well, just a little kid.

From that day on, he noticed that the beautiful child lived upstairs in his house, why never noticed it before?

He likes to play the piano, and he can hear his practice every afternoon, and occasionally his parents applaud him. It is a very happy family.

Although the sound of that piano might only be an entry-level one, it was the best sound Di Ze had ever heard. He could fall asleep after listening to it, and he slept more deeply than usual.

"Yu Qiusheng! Come back for dinner!" His mother upstairs called him.

"Okay! Know-know-la!"

The pretty boy put the freshly picked four-leaf clover into his hand,

"Here, this is a four-leaf clover. It is said in the book that it represents luck. I searched for a long time to find such a one today. Now I give it to you, brother."

He turned back halfway, the sun was dazzling behind him.

"Brother, you must look handsome after losing weight."

Since then, he has secretly observed the child. Within a year, they suddenly moved, and the move was so fast that Di Ze didn't even know when he left.

He only knew that when he woke up, he didn't hear the sound of the piano when he should have heard the sound of the piano. That afternoon he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

One day, two days, three days, I couldn't even find him.

Di Ze plucked up the courage to ask the residents who lived in a building.

"Oh, their house has moved away."

"Then do you know where they moved?" Di Ze asked eagerly.

"How do I know that..."

……

What kind of experience is it to find a meal replacement and find the right owner?

It's as if you've always wanted to buy something, but you can hardly find it anymore. You searched for it for a long time, and finally saw a similar one at a roadside stall.

You bought it at a very low price without any hope for it, but when you got home, you floated off the dust on the surface and found that it was what you were looking for all along! !

Ecstatic and ecstatic can't accurately describe Di Ze's mood at that time.

The brain is dizzy like lack of oxygen...

As expected, Di Ze's car was parked not far away, and arrived within two steps.

The store is near a food court, and there are obviously more people here, and several supper shops are still open, including 24-hour convenience stores and supermarkets.

If you look carefully, there is still a hot pot restaurant that has not closed yet.

"Qiu, are you hungry?"

After Di Ze finished speaking, he felt that the question he asked was really stupid. He had just finished eating, but after careful recollection, the food on the table just now seemed to have hardly been touched.

In the end, the two of them still didn't eat anything.

Yu Qiusheng didn't particularly have an appetite. He was sitting in the co-pilot of De Ze, looking sideways out of the window, and the flickering light from outside flashed across his lifeless face.

Obviously less than two days ago, the two of them were not in such an atmosphere.

Yu Qiusheng's eyes were hollow as if his soul had come out of his body, his body was like fragile glass, and his left hand was tightly clutching a corner of his clothes, so hard that his knuckles turned white.

Di Ze quickly reached out to cover his hand.

"Qiu, it's all right, it's all right."

To no avail.

"It's okay, it's okay."

Yu Qiusheng seemed to be unable to hear anything at all, his breathing was so weak that he could hardly hear it, and Dize felt angina in his chest just looking at it.

"I'll take you to the hotel to have a good rest."

Di Zeding's hotel is not far away, but he has to pay attention to Yu Qiusheng's condition while driving, and there is not much traffic in the middle of the night, and his speed is not fast, otherwise it is a bit dangerous for him to be so half-hearted.

"Qiu, don't scare me, please talk to me."

It's so noisy.

Yu Qiusheng looked at the ever-regressing street scene outside, still immersed in his own world, his hair that had been soaked in wine was still not dry yet.

It may be because of the wig's hairline problem, even after wiping it, it still didn't dry out, and it was a little frizzy, like the soft thorns that had materialized on his body.

The original wine stains on the neckline had dried up, and the dark red wine seeped into the texture of the off-white fabric, which looked particularly conspicuous.

When getting out of the car, Di Ze held his hand, but he still didn't respond.

In the end, Di Ze had no choice but to hug him out of the car.

When registering at the front desk, the receptionist looked at Yu Qiusheng several times, and vaguely mentioned that he was not allowed to smoke certain things in the hotel.

Maybe he thought he was the kind of person who knocked on things and got high?

Di Ze led Yu Qiusheng to the room like a toddler, and helped him to sit on the sofa beside the bed.

"Qiu, you sit down first, and then I'll turn on the hot water. How about taking a bath?"

Yu Qiusheng had a strong smell of alcohol, and those who didn't know thought he was drunk. Although he did drink a little, most of the wine was poured out, so his brain was very clear, and there was no drinking drunk.

The reason why he didn't want to speak was because he didn't want to speak.

That kind of feeling is very strange, Yu Qiusheng feels that he is out of his body and sees himself from a third-person perspective, watching Di Ze keep talking to him, watching him anxious and distressed.

he doesn't understand...

When Di Ze came to unbutton Yu Qiusheng, the latter finally responded. He slowly rolled his eyes, first looked at the double bed not far away, at the sound of flowers in the bathroom, and finally looked at him.

At that moment, Di Ze had just squatted down and unbuttoned his shoes for him.

Di Ze quickly explained: "Uh, uh, you take a shower, and then... you will sleep more comfortably... The room is for you alone, I, I'll be leaving in a while."

Before getting off the car, the time above the car navigation was already twelve o'clock in the morning.

When they opened the room, the reception was also very sleepy.

The room is heated quickly, and it feels warm as soon as you come in.

Yu Qiusheng seemed a little confused about the situation in front of him. The wig on his head had already been taken off, and the makeup on his face was almost gone. When he was in the car, Di Ze wiped it clean for him with a wet towel.

Although his own hair is not particularly short, he can still be seen as a man at a glance, and it matches his female attire.He looks like a transvestite pervert now.

"Why are you not angry.

"Why don't you scold me."

"Why are you still so nice to me?"

Di Ze slowly took off his calf socks, put on slippers for him, and carefully arranged his shoes and socks neatly.

"because I like you."

Di Ze looked like he knew what he wanted to say, and answered directly, "I know you are a man." After speaking, he smiled to himself. "But I still like you."

Yu Qiusheng's expression was full of disbelief.

He didn't believe that anyone would like him, and he didn't believe that anyone knew he was a liar and treated him like this.

"Actually, I've been convincing myself for a long time... But I've been thinking about this matter for many years, and it's so clear that I can't be more clear."

"Autumn……"

"Maybe you don't remember, but we met a long time ago, and I have liked you for a long time."

His most embarrassing, ugliest look.

Yu Qiusheng has seen it too...

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